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Some people tell people what to do.
Some people get told what to do.
I do neither.
That’s why ill be alright.
finally.
…but not today.
Accidental camera action sometimes sums my life up..
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So its not a pabst, its a hookahtop
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A Trains & Heavy Rains
And they will inform you, so certain of themselves.
As they prophesize from within these metal cages of
What would appear to be airtight apathy.
That we have advanced so far.
Carefully concidering evidence to the contrary.
I disagree.
Thinking how much this underground subway system is.
To an ant colony.
And we are to ants as we push our way through to be the first in line.
Natural selection.
Scanning the car we are in so closely.
As my vision extends across the pasty colored subway aisle
Into the eyes of an unknown.
Reminding me of
Three summers ago in mid-flight.
As my father called into Montauk Sound Approach
“Four Five Quebec….Nine Thousand Feet, Holding Altitude:”
So matter of factly.
Sitting on a grand superiority above so many.
The sun communicated.
The gloomy skies that appeared just miles before.
Were forsaken to crystal clear perfection.
Much like life.
Past failures are important to illuminate.
The future portrayed as a piece of blue sky.
Escapists believe every favorable situation.
Should be fought for.
Kept as closely as possible.
Happiness, being lifes only important goal.
Averting glances as I return to this seat.
And away from the past.
Slight smiles hide perfectly aligned teeth.
Such a stranger to me.
And I to her.
Yet in that moment.
Nothing mattered.
And yet we both knew.
The slow tumbling and tossing of our subway car.
Would serve us to our destination.
And our paths would not cross, perhaps ever again.
Not subjecting this to any outside influence.
Solace.